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Thursday, October 08, 2009

3:47 AM

seems like a really long time and thought that i won't use this blog again but this is really really REALLY getting depressing
PROMOs is like a killer
totally died through all my paper and i really really REALLY think that this is finally going to be quite a huge setback in my life. i really don't think i'm going to get promoted. i really really REALLY screwed up all my papers
everyone keeps on telling me that i won't get retain etc etc. mom says retaining ain't even in my dictionary. but how will they know, really. only i will really know how i did during the papers.
it's just like a kind way of cheering you up. it gives people false hope and stops the person from getting depressed. but still, if it's a fact, it's going to happen.
never have a studied so hard for exams and never have a gotten quite so stressed over something but still, nothing in this promos turned out right for me. i am a failure beside my older sister. i bet dad already thinks so. mom is just encouraging so that i can do better. life is harsh reality.
now i can just pray and really really hope that my answers happen to score me some marks and just let me promote. i really won't be able to take it if i got retained. i already have visions in my mind that i'll never be able to promote. hope it isn't de javu...

&the beauty.

7:50 AM

T&F day today. fun but tiring as usual. good job 1409! girls got 7th while guys got 4th! although we didn't win anything, it was definitely worth the try.
oh...anyway during sports carnival, we did target frisbee and telematch, both were equally lame
frisbee was like so funny cause we really couldn't aim into the hoops and after the game, jody and i practically walked away from the station, totally forgetting about our handphones. so dumb, luckily i remembered. anyway after that we went to do telematch, like bounce the ball 20 times, skip, hula hoop etc. also lame but had whole lot of fun watching the bimb do hula hoop. haha
anyway saw the guys play volleyball too, very funny and nguan han was like so ZAI!
went for ODAC after T&F and we had field cooking. the food was very very very good! seriously. good job group 4! hahaha. didn't know that we could cook so well, considering that none of us cooks at home. oh well... although i couldn't go for class dinner, i'm still glad that there's ODAC! love ya all!
anyway it's like i ate almost 6 bucks worth of apple strudel today! (okay.. i think it's spelt wrongly but oh well...)
i had FUN, that's the most important.

&the beauty.

6:42 AM

YAY! HAPPY B&J DAY EVERYONE!

&the beauty.

6:59 AM

oh yay! i just completed my PI, feel a sense of fulfilment.
hopefully mr chew will accept it though, i feel like i cut too many words and it has no more meaning =(
ok... yay! tmr's wednesday! like the second best day of the week cause there's no chinese and english! but there's physics test and i haven't studied. so dead! need to chiong now. and there's ODAC too. hopefully it'll be a meaningful one.
today had PE and we did the 5 item practice. ok.. i can do sit ups and "incline pull-ups" but i sort of cheated but i totally can't go sit and reach and standing board jump. so dead! i've been sucky at it since forever!
hopefully the next 2 to 3 weeks of training might be able to help me!
=D jia you le!

&the beauty.

7:56 AM

sometimes it's so hard, like getting over a "break up"
damn... isn't it just sickening...

&the beauty.

5:20 AM

YAY!!! i feel so HAPPY!!! finally ODAC is doing some kayaking again!!
2 star this weekend and next. too bad i'll be skipping my jap class again but i bet i'm going to fail the jap test so heck care!
yay!! 2 star is sure to be tiring.. but i'm sure that i can do it! yes!
the next week one will be damn tiring lar. cause it's like two whole days!
phew! then i'll sure get seasick again. don't like the feeling
anyway i really really hope that it doesn't rain too
kayaking 1 star for both days all the weather not nice one lor
and i really do hope that i don't have my girl thingy again or else it'll suck!
it's so nice to NOT have it. but oh well.. all the best to me!
yay!can't wait! i just hope that everything would be alright.
there's bouldering tmr too! yay!!

anyway today during chinese lesson it was like quite funny lar.
gabby was like sitting on the chair then it broke, serene and i couldn't stop laughing lar!oh.. talking about serene! good job for today's PE!
see! i knew you could do it! good job! we ran 3.2km today leh! sucks! we changed pe teacher
hate the new teacher! anyway i want to compliment myself for being able to reach the bar at the pe dept now!yay! so happy. i can finally grip it
shall give myself about another month to learn how to do at least one chin-up
it'll be damn cool if i can, too bad my arms are like stick =(
and for today's math test i could do all questions leh! miracle or what
at least i have coonfidence that i'll pass but i'm sure that i'll get something wrong for something
oh yeah.. and guess what! thanks wei sheng and caleb lar! i'm the ah-counter for speak EZ~ thanks lar.. i bet i'll laugh all the way and won't be able to concentrate!

&the beauty.

6:23 AM

yay!!today's family day and i had damn lot of fun selling the prata sausage, maybe cause business was damn good!
it was of course tiring but worth it! too bad i didn't get to really try one prata sausage by myself.
CHIRON rocked all the way today! i really really LOVE LOVE LOVE CHIRON!!!
no matter what, i will never change my class for any other class. it's really the best class ever!
remind me of my sec 2 class but just that this class is definitely much much smarter!
good job chiron! LOVE YOU ALL TTM!!
=D

&the beauty.